Chapter One
"Hello, Harry."
His sick eyes slid in the light. He was wearing a corduroy coat over a denim shirt, chinos bagged out at knee and butt, pant legs too long, cuffs frayed. They'd all seen better days, clothes and man alike. Harry had always been a sharp dresser, people said; they even used the word natty. But now skag and his own errant heart had got him.
"Carl?" His voice was an emphysematous whisper. Even now a cigarette dangled out the side of his mouth. It waggled up and down as he talked. "I got the money, man. Business as usual, right? Just like you said." A rumbling cough deep in his chest.
"No rush, Harry. Be cool, there's plenty of time. Let up a little, enjoy life." The yard lights were behind me and he squinted at the shadow moving toward him. Not that it would have made much difference. He didn't know me from Earl Long. "And anyhow, first I want to tell you a story. You like stories, Harry?"
Behind us, oil derricks heaved and rested, heaved and rested.
"Magazine Street. Ten—fifteen, Saturday night, about a month ago. There was a girl from Mississippi, Harry. And a party. And you. Any of this beginning to sound familiar?"
His eyes searched the darkness around him.
"I've been looking for you a long time, Harry. It took a long time to find you. A man like you, with your needs, he shouldn't be so hard to find."
He took the cigarette out of his mouth and threw it down. It lay there like a half-blind eye. I stepped out of the light and when he saw me he was scared for the first time, really scared. Old fears die hard.
"It's only a story, of course. Stories help us go on living. Stories can't hurt anyone, can they, Harry?"
I let him see the knife in my hand then, a leatherworker's knife.
"Big Black Sambo's coming to get you, Harry. Nigger's gonna carve you up like you did her. Nothing left for the pigs and chickens, not even enough for soul food."
His eyes moved. He knew escape was somewhere. But he also knew that like everything else in his life it was going to get away from him.
"Look, man, I don't know who you are, but you got it all wrong. You listen to me, it wasn't my fault. I just fix things—arrange them, like—that's all I ever done. It was those crazies, man. Goddamn long hair and kraut van. They're the ones did that girl."
It tumbled out of him much as the world must have gone in: fitful starts, none of them connected; and underneath, everything blurring together.
I raised the knife and light glinted on the curved blade.
"Yeah, I know, Harry. Crazies on skag and smack feeding new monkeys, crazies on speed and booze and horse and the rush of a couple hundred dollars they just boosted out of some mom and pop's till. But who got the stuff for them, Harry? Who gave it to them and started the party? How much of their stake did it cost them? And whose idea to bring the girl into that?"
Fear lit his eyes like a torch. All around us oil derricks sighed, the last breaths of tired old men.
He turned to run but fear tangled his legs. He fell. I let him crawl, a few yards. He was sobbing. Choking.
"You didn't even know her name, Harry." I walked up slowly behind him, got a foot under and flipped him over. He flopped like something not human, and his eyes rolled. I let him have a good long look at my face, all the things that were in it.
"Sleepy after your bedtime story?"
Blood welled out of his throat and soaked denim, corduroy, ground. No light left behind those eyes now. No light anywhere.
I searched his pockets and got the money—that was for the kid. Then I bent down and opened up his wasted belly with the knife.
"That was for Angle," I said.
Behind us, oil derricks shushed any eulogy.
Chapter Two
I hadn't been to the apartment in three days, the office in four, so it was a toss-up. Finally, cruising down St. Charles, I decided the office was closer so what the Hell. I went around the block a few times. All the parking spaces were filled. I finally pulled the Cad into a towaway zone and raised the hood. Weak, but it might work. It had before.
The bakery was doing hot business, but upstairs it looked like everybody had moved out. There was something peculiar about that at two-fifteen in the afternoon. Then I remembered it was Labor Day. Maybe I'd have to do some work to celebrate.
I stopped in front of the door marked "Lewis Griffin, In estigations" (the v had escaped a year or so back; most days I envied it) and got out the key. There were a lot of notes tacked to the door—I had an informal arrangement with the bakery for taking messages. I ripped them off, turned the key and went on inside. The floor was littered with mail they'd dropped through the slot. I scooped it up and dropped it on the desk with the messages.
There was a half-filled glass of bourbon and an almost empty bottle on the desk. A fly floated in what was left in the glass. I thought about it, fished the fly out with a letter-opener, drank, poured in the rest of the bottle. Then I sat down to go through all the junk.
Most of it was just that. Circulars, subscription renewal notices, religious pamphlets. There were three letters from the bank that I was overdrawn and would I please at my earliest convenience drop by and see Mr. Whitney. There was also a telegram. I held it up, turning it over and over in my hands. Never liked those things.
I finally ripped it open and looked. There was the usual salad of numbers and letters that meant nothing. Under that was the message.
FATHER GRAVELY ILL STOP ASKING FOR YOU STOP BAPTIST MEMORIAL MEMPHIS STOP PLEASE CALL STOP LOVE MOTHER
I sat there staring at the yellow paper. Ten minutes must have gone by. The old man and I had never been close, not for a long time anyhow, but now he was asking for me. Or was that just something Mom put in? And what the hell happened, anyhow? I couldn't see anything short of a train or howitzer ever stopping the old horse.
I got up and went to the window, taking the bourbon with me. I put it down in one gulp and put the glass on the sill. Down in the street a group of kids were playing what looked like cops and robbers. The robbers were winning.
I went back to the desk and dialed LaVerne's number. I didn't really expect to catch her this time of day, but she got it on the third ring.
"Lew? Listen, man, I've been trying to get in touch with you all week. Your mother's been calling me two, three times a day. I left messages all over this town."
"Yeah, I know, honey. Sorry. I've been away on business."
"But you always let me know ..."
"Didn't know myself until the last minute." I looked wistfully at the empty bottle on the desk (good word, wistfully), wondering if the drugstore across the street would be open. I hadn't noticed. "But I'm back now and looking to see you."
"What is it, Lew? What's wrong?"
"Mom didn't say?"
"She wouldn't even have told me who she was if she didn't need something."
"My father's sick. I don't know, a heart attack, a stroke, maybe an accident—something, anyhow. `Gravely ill' was what she said."
"Lew. You've gotta go up there. Next plane."
"And what would I use for money?"
She paused. "I've got money."
"Like the man says, Thanks but no thanks."
Another pause. "Someday that pride of yours'll kill you, Lew. The pride or the anger, I don't know which'll get you first. But look, it can be a loan, okay?"
Excerpted from THE LONG-LEGGED FLY by James Sallis. Copyright © 1992 by James Sallis. Excerpted by permission. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.
Copyright © 1992 James Sallis. All rights reserved.